NEW BLOG :D!
Life just keeps getting better and better for me :D!
I have got a job interview at Gourmet Glaze and most likely training! so hopefully i will get this job.
I probably havent posted this in any of my other blogs yet. but i am going to japan this year or next year!
I'm so excited!!

Holidays have been looking up. I just died my hair, which worked out well, it covered my bleached spot good :D!
I might have emarn over for a movie marathon? yus? i like this idea >D
im going to go to westlakes on wenesday to see my bestfriend. she is down in adelaide and i miss her (L)
Because i used up all my money a week ago ive been gaming non stop and watching anime.
Ive finished Ouran Host Club, Full Metal Panic Fumoffu, Black Lagoon and finished a Arc in Bleach >D
I also brought the whole series to black lagoon. Revy is a babe! (L)___(L)
Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy and Zelda consume my afternoon hours.
Anime and manga Consume night hours.
And the morning is left for sleep :D!




Ive been back on myspace alot lately. Facebook is boring me.
I think everyone should all get back on myspace.
Yass gets back from america tomorow, i have to ask her all about disney land!
and this conculdes my random blog >D

Let The Flames Begin

Oh Hello there fellow bloggers :D
Im in such a good mood today that im going to post a happy blog, unlike my last one which was fairly depressing.
I guess 5 hours of anime, tea, rice, a shower this morning and some new music made me feel really good and happy ^^.

I didnt post a blog about my new years because it was fairly boring.
Although i did go to this amazing viet restuarant and they had amazing food and a really cute waiter *__*
But you know what i found halarious? you know how asian when they give you a plate of food and sometimes they have little shapes cut out of carrots like bunnies or flowers? well i got this one and i must say, Asians, You know me well.





The rest of new years was pretty gay so i wont tell you about that.

Harry came over the other day ^^. and he has gotten bigger and cuter >D
So now that he is aging i feel like i should steer him in the right direction.








Cutest photos ever! I think i see a potential gamer >D

Anyway i dont have much to talka bout except that Foo Foo has gotten more agressive and has lunged and hissed at us. I think she needs to take some sort of medication for her anger problems!

Im Missing my Jen D: she should come down to adelaide soon!

MMMMMM i need hair dye and a haircut. I HAVE HIPPY HAIR ATM!

Ruins Of Silence

Be warned.
This is a venting blog.
Not my usual happy ones because im in such an angry mood right now that i am rejecting everything that makes me happy.

Their will be no names but most of you will probably guess what this is about.

Im hating these holidays. People always tell me im so lazy and anti social for not going out.
Im sorry that i dont feel the need to go out every fucking day in this heat. Id rather stay inside where it is cool.
Dont get me wrong, i do go out to the movies and peoples houses. But i dont feel the need to do that every day.
Please stop complaining that i never go out, Im pretty sure the reason for me not going out is that when i ask for money you never give it to me because you dont have any money.
Im pretty sure it is you that is taking my centrelink payments so you can buy yourself clothes and not me. Im fine with it, but i would like some money to go out. Dont spend it allon yourself.

Im also hating that no one ever sticks up for me.
So whenevr you go out and have fun with your friends you come home and tell me all about it even though most of the time im not interested because it is the same thing over and over again.
But when i go out with my friends and have a great time and i want to tell you about it, you go and say hush lady gaga is on, you turn up the music. yet you own the album and can listen to it whenver you want.
Obviously you never see that im hurt by what you do. You never have and most likely never will.

Today when you told me to go "play in traffic" when i was talking to you about something that made me happy. It made me extremely angry and upset. Im on the verge of tears writing this.
Because you do not care and like you have said "cut off ties" with me when your older.
Im thinking about seeing a therapist or someone like that because I dont like being angry and upset all the time.
I need a shoulder to cry on and maybe sometime to tell me once in a while that they enjoy my company.
I will never get that from you.
You see me always moody, angry and upset, yet you never pause and stop and think about why i am like this or why am i in this mood? No you just sit there and call me names and say things to make me even more angry claiming that seeing me angry makes you laugh.
I wish i could do the same thing you do to me, yet i can never do that because i will never be as cruel as you are.